My friends call it my “launching” and I cringe inside each time I hear it, not to mention, feel a little more ‘stressed’ as that day approaches. But then I realize, to launch means to embark on, to get underway, to take-off.
Exactly what I did.
This one thing that I reluctantly yet eagerly desire finally came to fruition. It happened through Songs from the Heart, a post valentine musical-talk show event sponsored by the QC Influencers International. The night is highlighted by four panelists who are in different stages of love and loving. They share valuable insights culled from their own experiences. In each phase of love, there will always be an apt song, and that is where yours truly come in.
Although I am aware and grateful for God’s gift of music, I have always preferred to keep it under wraps. I mean, how many requests to sing one song for a wedding have I evaded? I can remember giving in to four wedding occasions and refused more pleadings from brides-to-be.
Why? One word.
Fear.
The thought of standing in front of a crowd, with people looking and listening to me, intimidates. The thought of not meeting their expectation terrifies me.
What made me pursue it this time? One word.
Faith.
The faith of the people around me. Let me emphasize by saying, stubborn faith of friends. And yes, faith in the Source of this talent.
“Di lang pang videoke ang boses mo (Your voice is not just for videoke)..” I remember Grace (the most ‘stubborn’ of them all) saying to me.
Much as I know I can sing well, I have always believed that my voice would not be good enough for a special occasion. Sure, I have sung in a few weddings. Sure, I have received affirmations but inside of me, I still felt, that another singer can do better.
But then I know that the way of expressing thanks to God for his gifts is to use them. In increasing measure. To constantly step out of my comfort zone and … dare.
And so, ably accompanied by Wendell, the Influencers’ own version of Ryan Cayabyab, I took part in the ministry that I love.
I have two dreams in my heart -- to sing in front of a crowd and to be on radio.
One down. :D
PS
I am still on that natural high. (giggle giggle) I feel so good that I just might post some pictures.
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6 comments:
Celebrating with you on this shining moment. :-) Way to go, Gina. C'mon, post some pictures and let people see you when you took the stage and the night away.
Whoa! i invited you (and beng)9 years ago to sing in my wedding, didn't i? Unfortunately (for me), the invitation did not reach you and beng. I'm not surprised that you conquered the stage. You have a wonderful voice. And I said conquer, because it's a victory, and armed with faith, you overcame your fear. I giggle with you. Cheers! (As of this writing, i hear your voice singing gershwin's i got a crush on you, someone to watch over me,and i got rythm. i don't know why, but rest assured, they're not earworm).
Beng, thanks for believing. Speaking of shining moment, you dished out some meaty one-liners as well.
Hey Gina C.. Nine years ago...Parang di ako yun ah.. :D
yup, i didn't know you (and beng) then, So wish ko lang yun. I'd ask you to sing someone to watch over me, they can take that away from me ala ella fitzgerald, and i got a crush on you ala ronstadt at the wedding reception. Maybe sa 10th year anniversary :-) wish ko lang ulit. So when will you be on stage again?
Grabee! kaka- touch naman.I hope you can send us some pictures sa e-mail,will appreciate it a lot. More power and God Bless!
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