Frustrated - a cluttered room with just a few days to go before my landlord will find reason to knock the apartment door down and force me out of my place, unless of course, I pay for an extra month’s rent (which I won’t)
Upset - because four sets of 25 crunches each still send me bending sideways in pain. I only get unsympathetic grins and chuckles from the trainers at the gym. Gee, thanks.
Ridiculous – after reading an old journal that details some of confused emotions. Now if I were to talking to the “younger, less wise” me, I would probably knock myself on the head and say “Hello!!!!!!” But I realize that those foolish decisions gave me a stronger resolve on a lot of things. Oh, yeah I 'shredded' that journal with my bare hands. The cheapest therapy there is.
Refreshed – from powerful insights from the Word of God during Sunday service, just the message that I needed.
Excitedly nervous – over this wonderful opportunity to share a part of myself for a special gathering. This may need a separate entry.
Uneasy - given the major adjustment I will have to go through as I share a room (and an apartment) with three women. (will they kick me out if they hear one Mishka Adams song over and over again?)
Grateful – for the provision we received that will finance the next two chemotherapy sessions of my mother! God is amazing! Woohoo!
Eager – to present some plans I have drawn up at work to my boss. Now, if only we can find a way to finally have that much-delayed phone call.
Satisfied and thankful - I look at the mirror and say, "You have come a long way, girl."
And a long way to go.
2 comments:
That's a helluva lot of emotions. how in the world do you do something like that.
Ahh...The essence of a woman...It's a gift. :D
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